Monday, February 28, 2011

Nothing is wrong when it comes from the heart

I had the weirdest dream last night. That "K" found my blog, then started his own blog to blog about mine. It was one of those dreams that feel so real you actually wake up feeling the emotions from the dream. For a minute, I was tempted to text him. Then I remembered how well ignoring people, and insignificant feelings about people, works for me. Three cheers for bitchy tendencies.

Today is getting somewhat better. Knowing that I never have to step foot in my horrible place of previous employment is like a huge, annoying weight lifted off my shoulders. At least that's one less thing to complain about now, right?

Alright, time for "I don't believe in these but now I read them everyday and it's so scary how closely they relate to my life that I'm actually starting to think they're true" horoscope time! Get excited! You got excited, didn't you?

Today, Aries, you may think about competition and possible future goals. Imagining and dreaming can serve you well. What did you dream about as a kid? Who did you want to become? Are you close to this in your life now? If not, is this all right for you? Take time to think such things through and, if need be, get back on the right track.

Well that's confusing. I guess if I look back on where I thought I'd be at this point in my life.. no, I'm not there. But I am starting to be happy with where I'm at. I might not be moving at the moment but I DO think I'm on the right track. Or on a track, at least. To where, I don't know.. but hey, life's a mystery. If I knew what was gonna happen tomorrow, that would ruin today.

I'm pretty content right now. I'm doing (somewhat) better at being financial responsible, I don't party all the time, and I actually have my priorities in order.. the right order. Growing up is so weird. Don't get me wrong, there's still a WHOLE lotta crazy left in me. I just don't feel the need to exhibit it quite so often and quite so.. extremely? I just feel happy and at peace. Everything's gonna be okay :)

Quote of the day: "Now that it's all over, what did you really do yesterday that's worth mentioning?"
-Coleman Cox

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