Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Positive outcomes only?

Work is such a drag. I mean, reeeeally.

I've been in a horrible mood for the last 2 days. For no apparent reason. Although, I'm pretty sure it has something to do with growing up. So annoying. I'm in this weird transitional period where I wanna surround myself with crazy people 24/7 and almost immediately want to be left the hell alone. Maybe the idea of this lifestyle is just more appealing than the lifestyle itself. Yesterday I said, "I feel like my life is Spring Break".. not meant in a good way.

On a totally unrelated note.. I wish I could build the perfect boyfriend. Like "Build-a-bear" but with guys. I'd call it, "Boyfriend by Design".. and it would be wonderful. I used to think the emotional side of relationships (or non- relationship situations between males & females) came from the girls. The crying, obsession, jealousy, emotional attachment.. I thought those were all chick things. Clearly, I thought wrong. My friends joke that I "just do something to guys" and "make guys crazy".. so is it just me? Or are guys super in touch with their feelings lately?

I'm not so good with attachment. For some reason I like people until they get attached and then they're just boring to me. I'm not sure what that says about me. And, sadly, I don't really care.

Fuck today.

1 comment:

  1. I'd like the same except for girlfriends. Seems like I always end up with "waffles" or super clingy. And emotional stuff is definitely not just a chick thing. ;-)