I just got soooooo excited!
I'm going to Memphis in May with the most super awesome redhead I know! Beale Street Music Festival, here we come! I have another post for today but I had to contain my excitement and let it out via blog so I'm not running around work going "yayyyy.. oooh yayyyy!" :)
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Shut Up!
(I already know I'm gonna get complaints about this post. Because I know people who are gonna assume it's directed at them. It's not. But I will say this.. if you feel like you're guilty of this maybe you should consider why..)
People are so selfish. Sometimes I just wanna shake them and say, "WAKE UP! Don't you see how lucky you are? You're alive, you're not homeless or starving, you have clean water to drink. Your life could be SO much worse!"
I realize I don't have much room to talk in the complaining department. I'm guilty of having the occassional pity party. Sure, everyone's entitled to a nervous breakdown every so often. At least when something tragic happens, I REALIZE how lucky I am, how insignificant my "problems" are. So, I broke a nail, my freaking feelings got hurt, I didn't get exactly what I wanted. So.. freakin.. what!
Right now, people in Japan are missing, dead, starving, homeless. Suddenly my life seems pretty good. Here's my challenge to you: SUCK IT UP. I'm sorry that you're having a bad day, week, year. But guess what, it could always be worse. Right now it IS worse for a LOT of people. Think about someone other than yourself for five minutes today. Consider how lucky you are and the things you have to be positive for.
And, for goodness sake, put a freaking smile on your face!
People are so selfish. Sometimes I just wanna shake them and say, "WAKE UP! Don't you see how lucky you are? You're alive, you're not homeless or starving, you have clean water to drink. Your life could be SO much worse!"
I realize I don't have much room to talk in the complaining department. I'm guilty of having the occassional pity party. Sure, everyone's entitled to a nervous breakdown every so often. At least when something tragic happens, I REALIZE how lucky I am, how insignificant my "problems" are. So, I broke a nail, my freaking feelings got hurt, I didn't get exactly what I wanted. So.. freakin.. what!
Right now, people in Japan are missing, dead, starving, homeless. Suddenly my life seems pretty good. Here's my challenge to you: SUCK IT UP. I'm sorry that you're having a bad day, week, year. But guess what, it could always be worse. Right now it IS worse for a LOT of people. Think about someone other than yourself for five minutes today. Consider how lucky you are and the things you have to be positive for.
And, for goodness sake, put a freaking smile on your face!
Pictures & Junk & Stuff
Yayyyyy! After 3 days of no computer and doing EVERYTHING on my phone (which happens to be convenient sometimes but sucks when you have to rely on it for days at a time) I'm so, so, so happy to be able to blog super quickly. Andddd.. add pics :)
These are pretty much random pics. Some from the past weekend.. & some that I had on my phone, of myself, cuz I'm retarded. Enjoy!
These are pretty much random pics. Some from the past weekend.. & some that I had on my phone, of myself, cuz I'm retarded. Enjoy!
The wall behind a monument at City Hall. I saw "Rockwall!"
Trying to get to the turtle. While being molested by the pretty bushes.
I did it! :)
Random. But pretty cool. I thought so anyway.
Really cool bricks around a fountain. There were a lot of them with random things on them.. but this was my favorite. Even though I had to stick my hand in the fountain and throw water on it to make it dark enough for the pic. People think I'm weird.
It's totally a guy's shirt, but I loved it. The pic looks kinda weird cuz I was wearing it. Guys tees = soooo comfy :)
Freakin BADASS shower cap! Favorite purchase of the day!
We're cool. Seriously.
Thaaaat's pretty much it for the weekend pics for now. Now enjoy random pics of my face.
Random pics of Heather's face brought to you by: Heather's boredom at work. And conceitedness.
At work I listen to music and take pictures of myself. I mean, work. At work, I work.
I like sunglasses. And making weird faces.
Sometimes I smile though. My face looks weird in this pic.
If you don't like my weird faces, suck it.
Are you tiiiiired of my face yet? :)
TOO BAD. I'm so hardcore.
Oh, facebook me: facebook.com/heatherhappypants :)
I'm bored. The end.
Monday, March 14, 2011
One, two, breathe..
This is the post I've been avoiding. At what point is being "real" just too much? How much of yourself can you, should you, really put out there for everyone to see. While it's extremely personal, I feel like it's also very necessary for me to do. Maybe I'll be able to make sense of my own feelings and understand why I am the way I am.
I was in a relationship that, at times, was nothing short of exhausting but was my whole world. They say to never make someone your everything because when they leave, you have nothing. That's not exactly how it happened for us.. but I will say that, when you change every detail of your life and parts of who you are for another person, you are never the same.
He was the LAST person in the whole world that I ever expected to fall for. Because, even though he was SO many of the things I wanted, ending up with him never even entered my mind for a minute. Probably for good reason. This relationship, while it had it's good times, was the definition of "emotional rollercoaster". I've never in my life been so broken down, deeply hurt, or emotionally abused by another person. Before him I never knew it was possible to be so hurt that you become physically sick. I most definitely have scars from our relationship and I honestly don't know if they will ever fully heal.
There aren't enough words to describe our relationship from start to finish. I can't count how many times we both walked away, said "I'm done", or completely broke each other's heart. I wasn't totally blameless in the whole thing and I've apologized, and taken blame for my part, many times. It wasn't all bad. In some ways, he changed me for the better, and I choose to focus on the good lessons I've learned from it. Even though we were toxic to one another, he was my best friend. I opened up to him like I never have with anyone else. When I think about the insanely happy times, I like to think that I knew a side of him that no one else ever saw too. Then again, he had many sides. A few that I was shocked to see after we split up. But this is about me..
At 19 years old, we got married. Even though we'd been engaged (an engagement that involved me throwing the ring at him numerous times and him being "done" time and time again) the actual marriage was a quick decision, mostly due to him being in the military and partly because I wanted so badly to get out of this town. We'd been through so much and ended up back together, it seemed like the next step. It seemed like the easy choice. Later, I would realize that this was my subconscious attempt to run away from everything. Was it a mistake? I'm really not sure. At one point, I loved him enough to accept an engagement ring. I loved him enough to go back after all the pain he'd put me through. I'd like to think there was a reason for it but I haven't quite learned that lesson yet. I'm still working on it..
I won't get into great detail about what happened and why it ended because it really doesn't matter why anymore. I will say that getting married at such a young age is a challenge. You're still growing up, you're still figuring out who you want to become.. that's hard enough without trying to put someone else's needs above your own. You're either going to grow up together or grow apart. Age had a lot to do with our problems, along with immaturity, finances, and lack of healthy communication. Fyi: yelling is NOT healthy communication.
Now, that part of my life is done and I'm starting over. Truth? It's really hard. I never thought I'd have to live the single life again. Never expected to have more first dates or go through getting to know another family that would become mine too. Even though I'm young it's difficult to adjust to being on my own again. I definitely have moments of "I shouldn't have to be doing this right now!" but I do feel like I'm better off now. I have never been more sure that he was NOT the right person for me. I wish I would have learned that lesson in a different way.. but everything happens for a reason and I'm waiting to know what the reason is.
I have learned a few things though. Some good and some disappointing. Because of him I doubt everyone. I am incapable of trusting someone else, to the point that I sabotaged the only relationship I've really had since then. Although that relationship had a lot of problems too, it didn't help that I was still carrying the baggage from the previous one into it.
The thing that disappoints me the most is how my relationship with him affected my faith. When we first started dating, I was immediately drawn to what a Godly man he was. I had so desperately been in need of that influence in my life. The closer I became to God, the closer I became to him. But he wasn't really that person. Sure, he went to church when he was supposed to, didn't drink, didn't cuss. He was a "model Christian", or so I thought. I thought that I had to change, to stop doing certain things, cut people out.. because I was living by his idea of what a Christian should be. There was no balance between being young and being good. Now that I've seen sides of him that were so NOT Godly.. I'm finding my own balance and realizing how things should be.
What else have I learned? There is a difference between compromising with someone and changing for someone. I feel even more confident in my moving on from him because I know that someday, someone out there will love me exactly for who I am. And if I change as a result of their love, it will be because that person makes me want to be a better person. A friend said something to me that made a lot of sense. If it felt so perfect (at times) with him and he WASN'T the one for me, imagine how great it will be when I find the one that IS for me. That, I can wait for.
There are two points to this blog. One is that I just needed to get that out. Maybe my emotional detachment will be a little more understandable now. The second is that I'm shout-at-the-top-of-my-lungs happy about finding my "balance" again. I've said before that I believe God has a hand in every aspect of my life. There's a reason for every mistake I've made, every bad thing I've been through. Just like there's a reason for my every accomplishment and moment of joy. So, God, I'm Yours. Mold me, shape me, bend me, break me. Use me however You want. I'm up for the challenge and I feel myself getting stronger every single day. But there are still parts of me that are bruised and broken.. which tells me that I absolutely need this now more than ever. Once again, here we go..
I was in a relationship that, at times, was nothing short of exhausting but was my whole world. They say to never make someone your everything because when they leave, you have nothing. That's not exactly how it happened for us.. but I will say that, when you change every detail of your life and parts of who you are for another person, you are never the same.
He was the LAST person in the whole world that I ever expected to fall for. Because, even though he was SO many of the things I wanted, ending up with him never even entered my mind for a minute. Probably for good reason. This relationship, while it had it's good times, was the definition of "emotional rollercoaster". I've never in my life been so broken down, deeply hurt, or emotionally abused by another person. Before him I never knew it was possible to be so hurt that you become physically sick. I most definitely have scars from our relationship and I honestly don't know if they will ever fully heal.
There aren't enough words to describe our relationship from start to finish. I can't count how many times we both walked away, said "I'm done", or completely broke each other's heart. I wasn't totally blameless in the whole thing and I've apologized, and taken blame for my part, many times. It wasn't all bad. In some ways, he changed me for the better, and I choose to focus on the good lessons I've learned from it. Even though we were toxic to one another, he was my best friend. I opened up to him like I never have with anyone else. When I think about the insanely happy times, I like to think that I knew a side of him that no one else ever saw too. Then again, he had many sides. A few that I was shocked to see after we split up. But this is about me..
At 19 years old, we got married. Even though we'd been engaged (an engagement that involved me throwing the ring at him numerous times and him being "done" time and time again) the actual marriage was a quick decision, mostly due to him being in the military and partly because I wanted so badly to get out of this town. We'd been through so much and ended up back together, it seemed like the next step. It seemed like the easy choice. Later, I would realize that this was my subconscious attempt to run away from everything. Was it a mistake? I'm really not sure. At one point, I loved him enough to accept an engagement ring. I loved him enough to go back after all the pain he'd put me through. I'd like to think there was a reason for it but I haven't quite learned that lesson yet. I'm still working on it..
I won't get into great detail about what happened and why it ended because it really doesn't matter why anymore. I will say that getting married at such a young age is a challenge. You're still growing up, you're still figuring out who you want to become.. that's hard enough without trying to put someone else's needs above your own. You're either going to grow up together or grow apart. Age had a lot to do with our problems, along with immaturity, finances, and lack of healthy communication. Fyi: yelling is NOT healthy communication.
Now, that part of my life is done and I'm starting over. Truth? It's really hard. I never thought I'd have to live the single life again. Never expected to have more first dates or go through getting to know another family that would become mine too. Even though I'm young it's difficult to adjust to being on my own again. I definitely have moments of "I shouldn't have to be doing this right now!" but I do feel like I'm better off now. I have never been more sure that he was NOT the right person for me. I wish I would have learned that lesson in a different way.. but everything happens for a reason and I'm waiting to know what the reason is.
I have learned a few things though. Some good and some disappointing. Because of him I doubt everyone. I am incapable of trusting someone else, to the point that I sabotaged the only relationship I've really had since then. Although that relationship had a lot of problems too, it didn't help that I was still carrying the baggage from the previous one into it.
The thing that disappoints me the most is how my relationship with him affected my faith. When we first started dating, I was immediately drawn to what a Godly man he was. I had so desperately been in need of that influence in my life. The closer I became to God, the closer I became to him. But he wasn't really that person. Sure, he went to church when he was supposed to, didn't drink, didn't cuss. He was a "model Christian", or so I thought. I thought that I had to change, to stop doing certain things, cut people out.. because I was living by his idea of what a Christian should be. There was no balance between being young and being good. Now that I've seen sides of him that were so NOT Godly.. I'm finding my own balance and realizing how things should be.
What else have I learned? There is a difference between compromising with someone and changing for someone. I feel even more confident in my moving on from him because I know that someday, someone out there will love me exactly for who I am. And if I change as a result of their love, it will be because that person makes me want to be a better person. A friend said something to me that made a lot of sense. If it felt so perfect (at times) with him and he WASN'T the one for me, imagine how great it will be when I find the one that IS for me. That, I can wait for.
There are two points to this blog. One is that I just needed to get that out. Maybe my emotional detachment will be a little more understandable now. The second is that I'm shout-at-the-top-of-my-lungs happy about finding my "balance" again. I've said before that I believe God has a hand in every aspect of my life. There's a reason for every mistake I've made, every bad thing I've been through. Just like there's a reason for my every accomplishment and moment of joy. So, God, I'm Yours. Mold me, shape me, bend me, break me. Use me however You want. I'm up for the challenge and I feel myself getting stronger every single day. But there are still parts of me that are bruised and broken.. which tells me that I absolutely need this now more than ever. Once again, here we go..
You are not alone
If I've learned one thing in the past few months it is this.. I have mastered the art of "faking it". Being happy and smiling and acting like life is great when, inside, I'm completely breaking down.
My weekend was pretty great, except for most of Sunday. I'm starting to see how life loves to kick you when you're down. Whatever. It will all get better. The bad won't last forever, nothing does.
So, about this great weekend.. Saturday was pretty awesome. I slept in and spent the rest of the day downtown with a friend. Our plan was to take silly pictures, which we did, but we mostly ended up walking around being stupid. We stumbled on this adorable little "vintage-y" (our word of the day) thrift shop. I wanted to buy everything in the place, luckily I had left my wallet in the car. I definitely see us making more trips there though. It was really nice out and everything was pretty empty since it's the last weekend of spring break. We went to a few more places to take pictures, made a brief appearance at a surf shop, I found my new favorite store and bought a shark shower cap from there. It has a fin and everything! I was beyond excited. I'll post pics soon.
Saturday night I ended up going to dinner with friends. I was supposed to be going to see a movie after, but ended up going to a bar with more friends instead. That was both fun and a total disaster. Overall, Saturday was pretty cool.
I decided to make the most of my "down" time and do some spring cleaning this weekend. I have thrown a ridiculous amount of stuff away. But I also have a decent amount of stuff for Goodwill so I'm pretty happy about that. I found some stuff in a box that belonged to my ex, and that's going to Goodwill too.
Next weekend is supposed to be Supercross weekend. But now I'm leaning more towards the beach/sightseeing in St. Augustine. I really have no clue what anyone else is doing anyway since our plans were kinda half assed. Whatever I end up doing will be fun, I'm sure, since I'll be with Jen. We have fun at Walmart in the middle of the day, so I know it'll be funny if nothing else. I'm definitely excited for the week after as well. My cousin is turning 21 on March 25 (Happy Bday Britt!) So we're going out of town for that and I can't wait! One, to celebrate. Two, just to get outta Florida! One week from her birthday is my 22nd birthday. I have no idea what, if anything, I'm doing for it.. but I'm not really concerned about it either. After 21, every birthday seems like wasted time, lol. Ohhh well.
Must. Be. Productive!
My weekend was pretty great, except for most of Sunday. I'm starting to see how life loves to kick you when you're down. Whatever. It will all get better. The bad won't last forever, nothing does.
So, about this great weekend.. Saturday was pretty awesome. I slept in and spent the rest of the day downtown with a friend. Our plan was to take silly pictures, which we did, but we mostly ended up walking around being stupid. We stumbled on this adorable little "vintage-y" (our word of the day) thrift shop. I wanted to buy everything in the place, luckily I had left my wallet in the car. I definitely see us making more trips there though. It was really nice out and everything was pretty empty since it's the last weekend of spring break. We went to a few more places to take pictures, made a brief appearance at a surf shop, I found my new favorite store and bought a shark shower cap from there. It has a fin and everything! I was beyond excited. I'll post pics soon.
Saturday night I ended up going to dinner with friends. I was supposed to be going to see a movie after, but ended up going to a bar with more friends instead. That was both fun and a total disaster. Overall, Saturday was pretty cool.
I decided to make the most of my "down" time and do some spring cleaning this weekend. I have thrown a ridiculous amount of stuff away. But I also have a decent amount of stuff for Goodwill so I'm pretty happy about that. I found some stuff in a box that belonged to my ex, and that's going to Goodwill too.
Next weekend is supposed to be Supercross weekend. But now I'm leaning more towards the beach/sightseeing in St. Augustine. I really have no clue what anyone else is doing anyway since our plans were kinda half assed. Whatever I end up doing will be fun, I'm sure, since I'll be with Jen. We have fun at Walmart in the middle of the day, so I know it'll be funny if nothing else. I'm definitely excited for the week after as well. My cousin is turning 21 on March 25 (Happy Bday Britt!) So we're going out of town for that and I can't wait! One, to celebrate. Two, just to get outta Florida! One week from her birthday is my 22nd birthday. I have no idea what, if anything, I'm doing for it.. but I'm not really concerned about it either. After 21, every birthday seems like wasted time, lol. Ohhh well.
Must. Be. Productive!
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Effortless.. and even less
Today was okay. Tonight was fun. Instead of running and going to the gym, or even walking, we ended up going out for sushi, then ice cream. Health kick? Scratch that. It was worth the extra calories though.
I came home, thinking I was gonna pull an all nighter, and had lost every bit of energy I had. I ended up laying on my bed and being a complete laze. I'm not sure if laze is a word but I just made it a word. Laze, to exercise the act of being lazy. So, anyway, I was being a total laze. Beyond tired, and couldn't sleep. I've really gotta get over that cuz it makes me feel very frustrated. Eventually, I decided to go for a drive. I drove around for about 30 minutes just listening to music and thinking. It was kinda nice and now I'm definitely tired. I'm really looking forward to the weekend. And next weekend too. It's nice to have good, positive things to look forward to. Plans that people are actually going to follow through on.
I had so much to say but my brain keeps screaming, "sleep!" and I think I might actually listen for once. Happy Friday and Happy Weekend! :)
I came home, thinking I was gonna pull an all nighter, and had lost every bit of energy I had. I ended up laying on my bed and being a complete laze. I'm not sure if laze is a word but I just made it a word. Laze, to exercise the act of being lazy. So, anyway, I was being a total laze. Beyond tired, and couldn't sleep. I've really gotta get over that cuz it makes me feel very frustrated. Eventually, I decided to go for a drive. I drove around for about 30 minutes just listening to music and thinking. It was kinda nice and now I'm definitely tired. I'm really looking forward to the weekend. And next weekend too. It's nice to have good, positive things to look forward to. Plans that people are actually going to follow through on.
I had so much to say but my brain keeps screaming, "sleep!" and I think I might actually listen for once. Happy Friday and Happy Weekend! :)
Rewind
Yep, I'm going back to the days of MySpace bulletins. Super exciting stuff! Here we go :)
Has anything upset you in the last week?
Do you miss anyone?
Very much.
If you married the last person you texted what would your last name be?
Collins, weirddd.
What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Trust. And the ability to have fun together, even in the worst situations.
Do you understand football?
Yeah.
Do you straighten your hair everyday?
Pretty much. Unless I'm having a lazy day.
Last person you talked on the phone with over 30 minutes?
Bob :)
Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a Z?
Hmm.. I don't think so.
How long do you have until your birthday?
In 22 days I will be 22 years old :)
Do you want your tongue pierced?
Not even a little bit.
Who knows you better than anyone?
In the past I would have said my ex or my mom. Now, I'm not really sure.
Did you mean "I love you" when you said it last?
I wouldn't say that if I didn't mean it.
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
Hello?
Do you find it hard to trust others?
Always.
Interested in anyone?
Not really. I'm enjoying being single.
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
No, thank goodness! Haha.
Where is the person you miss most right now?
Probably either working or at the gym.
Do you find smoking attractive?
Not at all.
Kissed somebody whose name starts with a J C T or K?
Yes, Yes, No and Yes.
Have you ever made out with someone you weren’t dating?
Yeah.
Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Easily.
Are you easy to get along with?
Not always. But for the most part, yes :)
Do you smile a lot?
I try to!
Are any of your friends virgins?
A few of them.
When someone says ‘we need to talk’ what runs through your mind?
That something big is about to happen.
Do you remember the first time you kissed, the last person you kissed?
Yes. Girls always remember things like that I think.
Would you rather take a cruise to the Bahamas or spend 2 weeks in Europe?
Definitely Europe.
Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Yes :)
Have you ever laid on a bed with a member of the opposite sex without having sex?
Lots of times.
Is the last person you kissed black?
Not on the outside.. haha.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an T?
I don't think so.
Do you regret anything you've done recently?
I try not to have regrets. But I do wish that sometimes I'd listen to my own advice. I'm working on that.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes. It's nice to have friends like that.
Ever liked someone whose name started with a B?
Yeah, middle school days. Haha.
Is there anything in your room that reminds you of the past memories?
Yes. Oddly enough, my bed lol.
Will you be in a relationship next month?
No telling.
Excited for anything?
My cousin's 21st, my birthday, next weekend, this summer. A lot :)
Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
Yes.
Do you stay up later than ten o'clock on a week night?
Almost always.
Do you fall asleep texting every night?
No.
Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
Sadly, yes.
Look in your call log, who was your last phone call from?
Bob.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
No. Everything happens for a reason.
What's bothering you?
People.
Is there anyone in particular that you're missing right now?
Yes.
Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Ever been called babe/baby?
Yes.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
How bad are heartbreaks?
Pretty bad.
Last time you were really happy?
Really happy? Last week.
Next time you will kiss someone?
I don't know.
Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?
Not exactly. I've given my all to someone who didn't deserve it though.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
Brittni & Trevor.
How is your hair right now?
Messy as always.. haha.
Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
Yep. Tons of times.
Are you ticklish?
VERY!
What song did you hear last?
The Crow and The Butterfly (Shinedown)
How often do you listen to music?
Everyday.
When you say you don’t care, do you mean it?
Usually.
Is there anyone you would do anything for?
A few people.
If you could go back 8 months and change something would you?
Do you listen to music when you’re down?
I listen to music always.. haha.
What are you listening to right now?
Open Your Eyes (Son of a Bad Man)
Do you trust people too easily?
No. I forgive too easily though.
Did you say "f—-" today?
Haha, yeah. I'm working on that too.
What is something that you realized today?
Sometimes you shouldn't expect too much from certain people.
Do you usually have weird dreams?
Lately, the weirdest.
Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
I think everyone has.
What was the last thing you drank?
Green tea.
Is your hair dry?
Yep.
Water with ice or no ice?
With ice.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Never.
Do certain songs remind you of certain people?
All the time.
Yes. A few things and a few people.
Do you miss anyone?
Very much.
If you married the last person you texted what would your last name be?
Collins, weirddd.
What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Trust. And the ability to have fun together, even in the worst situations.
Do you understand football?
Yeah.
Do you straighten your hair everyday?
Pretty much. Unless I'm having a lazy day.
Last person you talked on the phone with over 30 minutes?
Bob :)
Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a Z?
Hmm.. I don't think so.
How long do you have until your birthday?
In 22 days I will be 22 years old :)
Do you want your tongue pierced?
Not even a little bit.
Who knows you better than anyone?
In the past I would have said my ex or my mom. Now, I'm not really sure.
Did you mean "I love you" when you said it last?
I wouldn't say that if I didn't mean it.
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
Hello?
Do you find it hard to trust others?
Always.
Interested in anyone?
Not really. I'm enjoying being single.
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
No, thank goodness! Haha.
Where is the person you miss most right now?
Probably either working or at the gym.
Do you find smoking attractive?
Not at all.
Kissed somebody whose name starts with a J C T or K?
Yes, Yes, No and Yes.
Have you ever made out with someone you weren’t dating?
Yeah.
Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Easily.
Are you easy to get along with?
Not always. But for the most part, yes :)
Do you smile a lot?
I try to!
Are any of your friends virgins?
A few of them.
When someone says ‘we need to talk’ what runs through your mind?
That something big is about to happen.
Do you remember the first time you kissed, the last person you kissed?
Yes. Girls always remember things like that I think.
Would you rather take a cruise to the Bahamas or spend 2 weeks in Europe?
Definitely Europe.
Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Yes :)
Have you ever laid on a bed with a member of the opposite sex without having sex?
Lots of times.
Is the last person you kissed black?
Not on the outside.. haha.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an T?
I don't think so.
Do you regret anything you've done recently?
I try not to have regrets. But I do wish that sometimes I'd listen to my own advice. I'm working on that.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes. It's nice to have friends like that.
Ever liked someone whose name started with a B?
Yeah, middle school days. Haha.
Is there anything in your room that reminds you of the past memories?
Yes. Oddly enough, my bed lol.
Will you be in a relationship next month?
No telling.
Excited for anything?
My cousin's 21st, my birthday, next weekend, this summer. A lot :)
Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
Yes.
Do you stay up later than ten o'clock on a week night?
Almost always.
Do you fall asleep texting every night?
No.
Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
Sadly, yes.
Look in your call log, who was your last phone call from?
Bob.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
No. Everything happens for a reason.
What's bothering you?
People.
Is there anyone in particular that you're missing right now?
Yes.
Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Nope.
Ever been called babe/baby?
Yes.
Has a guy/girl sat on your bed before?
Yeah. These are stupid questions..
Yeah. These are stupid questions..
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
How bad are heartbreaks?
Pretty bad.
Last time you were really happy?
Really happy? Last week.
Next time you will kiss someone?
I don't know.
Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?
Not exactly. I've given my all to someone who didn't deserve it though.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Just friends.
Where is your biological father right now?
Georgia.
Georgia.
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
Brittni & Trevor.
How is your hair right now?
Messy as always.. haha.
Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
Yep. Tons of times.
Are you ticklish?
VERY!
What song did you hear last?
The Crow and The Butterfly (Shinedown)
How often do you listen to music?
Everyday.
When you say you don’t care, do you mean it?
Usually.
Is there anyone you would do anything for?
A few people.
If you could go back 8 months and change something would you?
Nope.
Do you listen to music when you’re down?
I listen to music always.. haha.
What are you listening to right now?
Open Your Eyes (Son of a Bad Man)
Do you trust people too easily?
No. I forgive too easily though.
Did you say "f—-" today?
Haha, yeah. I'm working on that too.
What is something that you realized today?
Sometimes you shouldn't expect too much from certain people.
Do you usually have weird dreams?
Lately, the weirdest.
Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
I think everyone has.
What was the last thing you drank?
Green tea.
Is your hair dry?
Yep.
Water with ice or no ice?
With ice.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Never.
Do certain songs remind you of certain people?
All the time.
How many people do you dislike?
A couple.
A couple.
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